[My Life Diary] Say Goodbye to You

Hai-yeom… Nice to see you again.. I would like to tell you about something

Well, I had a pet. It name is Umin .It’s a rabbit. I don’t know exactly, it’s a boy or girl. It was cute, cheerfull, hyperactive, like to eat, and funny. I bought it in Selecta Market on June, 18^th 2011 when I had a holiday. The seller said that it was 3 months old. It’s a dwarf rabbit, and can’t live on the yard or garden. So, it just stayed in its cage.

When the first time I brought it, in the car, it just kept silent. Not too active. But, after arrived at home, it was sooo active. It liked to eat. I was soooo happy to have it. I liked to feed it. I gave it carrot everyday. Sometimes, I brought it out of its cage and played together with my young brother on the floor. It liked to play with my young brother’s foot and made him laughing.. It ran to the box, under the table, ran around the floor. I fed it, touch it, played together. I love it so much.

But, suddenly, It got a “diare”. I was really really sad of it. I cried. I prayed for it. “gajima.. don’t leave me.. get well soon. don’t die. Don’t leave me..” I said. I really sad. It had “BAB” everytime. It didn’t eat too much. I don’t know why. I was really sad to see it.. its body started being dirty, and also its cage. Its smell was not good enough. 

And one day after that,  it stopped to have a “diare”. I was really happy. But, it didn’t had “BAB” for somedays. I was confused. I don’t know why it was like this. I was sad again. And suddenly, somedays ago, it got “diare” again. That’s so hard. That’s harder than before. I kept on pray. “sembuhkan Umin Ya Allah.. jangan ambil dia dariku. Dia adalah temanku. Aku sayang Umin..” I said. But, it kept “diare”. It still liked to eat. Walked around in its cage. Kept playing with us.

This morning. It stopped to have “diare”. But, the afternoon, it started to have ”diare” again. That was the hardest one. I gave it a carrot, but it didn’t eat too much. “get well soon Umin.. don’t take it from me please. I love it so much..” I was really sad. I can’t imagine, if it has gone.. No.. Please, don’t come true.

Until this evening.. After I watched TV, I wanted to take my towel. And I saw. Umin was lying down in its cage. I really can’t belive it. Umin, which was so cheerfull and liked to eat, now it was lying down like this. It kept its breath little by little. I accompanied it. I told about it to my friends, Aki and Depo. They were really sad too. I cried alone. My young brother was not at home. Aki said to me to hug it. I really couldn’t think clearly. I was really afraid. So, I went to its cage. I opened its cage. It kept its breath. I touched it slowly. “Aku menglusnya” It kept lying down. And finally, July, 8th 2011, it didn’t take its breath. It was gone. Forever. I cried. Crying alone. I was really really sad. It was gone.. Gone… leave me alone.. It was died. I still can’t belive it. I was with it when it breathed for the last time. It didn’t move anymore. I still held it. And after that, I closed its cages. And left it. I cried. Cried and cried…

Goodbye Umin… Sayonara… Thank you for accompanying me until today. That was a short time. I love you.. Mianhae. I can’t keep you so well. I’m sorry.. mianhae.. “beristirahatlah dengan tenang.” Haengboke. Thank’s for being my friend. Thanks for playing together with us. Thanks for being happy with me. Thnks for your time.. I always remember about you. I… I feel lost right now. I was criying when I wrote this. Goodbye Umin.. I always remember about you.

“gapapa, yang penting kamu udah menemaninya sampe akhir. Mungkin tadi dia mau pamitan chi. Kasian nek ga ada yg di pamitin.” Aki said this to me made me cry aloud. Honestly, that’s why… that’s why I don’t wanna have a pet. I am really sad. Sad sad sad…

Goodbye Umin… Thanks for being my pet. Thanks for being my friend. Love you. Saranghae…

Here are its pictures..